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eyeliner_abuse's name is andie, there are a few words that descibe andie. loner, depressed, confused, temper changes of a pregnant lady {which she so happens not to be, pregnant i mean}

but i digress....

andie thinks her life sucks, she thinks that she has is worse then her friends, but she doesn't and she knows it despite what she wnats people to think. andie has both her parnets, though one is usually gone all winter/fall, and a little sister. andie gets frustrated with herself quite a lot because she knows when shes doing something stupid but does it anyway, she knows when she being a bitch but she doesn't stop, and she hates herself for it. why be able to know what your doing yet you can't stop doing it? this greatly confuses her.

andie is faced with death all the time, her family are constintaly in the hospital for some reason or another. her friends always ask why she has a reason to be depressed. {DEPRESSION ISN'T JUST SOMEHTING THAT HAPPENS ITS A MENTAL ILLNESS!}

she has plenty, they may not be horible like being raped or molested or beaten by someone but they're enough to depress her.

the truth is andie never tells her friends anything, she keeps on a mask that her friends know, she takes it off when she is at home and alone. she hates pretending and hates how her friends think they know so musch about her when they really know nothing at all.

andie isn't really depressed, well she is but it's nothing horrible, she doesn't cut herself {though she has tried and also has tried to kill herself} she hates herself for pitting herslef when she has nothing to be pitting herself for.

for the most part, andie is just a very confused person who loves writing things and telling people about herself, thats how she expresses herself.

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